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IS HE WORTH THE BLOG? that's my question right now. if i can't answer it, maybe i'll just let that memory (what happened today) fly away with the wind to a very very far far away land.

LETTERS TO JULIET (what if letter)

What’ and ‘if’ two words as nonthreatening as words come. But put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life: ‘What if?’…
I don’t know how your story ended. But I know that if what you felt then was love – true love – then it’s never too late. If it was true then it why wouldn’t it be true now? You need only the courage to follow your heart…
I don’t know what a love like that feels like… a love to leave loved ones for, a love to cross oceans for… but I’d like to believe if I ever felt it. I’d have the courage to seize it. I hope you had the courage to seize it, Claire. And if you didn’t, I hope one day that you will.”

KD

maybe, this will be the first time since a year and a half ago that i'll write something about love. yeah yeah yeah. i know it may sound corny, but bahala na. i just want to say something about him in this post. i want to express here what are my real thoughts about him.

kevin jake de guzman magbojos --- the man with the super pasikat braces. hahaha. he first texted me on june 19, 2010. i was even kinda busy that time comforting my co2 friends because they are sort of in a rocky love life road. june 19 was just a normal day for me. well a level up special because i went to sm with dash. it was my first time to go in their condo. then yabee went also. it was like a tripod day again for us since march 11, 2010. so i was super happy. then lola called me that co2 is already waiting for us at penong's matina. dora was going to treat us. it was also timing that dash had to go because her mom and sister is waiting at the parlor and yabee has to go to a party too. so i went to penong's and ate dinner with co2. we went to mts after. there, berna shed tears because of her broken hearted feelings as well as dora released her anger and sadness. then my cellphone rang. it was reeza. she asked if she could give my number to a certain kevin. well i said yes. what was on my mind that time was friendship. nothing else. though i know it may lead to something else but i wasn't expecting anymore. i have been through that in my past and i got sort of a trauma. :))

and so we text. we text. and text. until now we text. haha. yeah day by day, we level up. we open ourselves to each other. we share deep secrets. we tell confessions. we go out together. we talk personally. and other more. all of them we do it slowly. there was even a point where i was still shy to see him personally. yeah maybe it was just a natural reaction. who wouldn't go in that stage?! haha. until now, there is still a part of me that becomes shy whenever i am with him. well, i guess i'll just get used to whatever we have in the next days to come. :))

in the span of 34 days, he told me already that he likes me --- that, if i'm not mistaken, he loves me. he was very open to this even at the start. and me as the recipient of his love, i am expected to have a response, whether it's good or bad. so, what was my response anyway? hahaha. okay call me weird already. i told him, i am not yet ready to engage in any commitment as for the moment. i want to prioritize my studies first and other school responsibilities. though deep inside me, i don't want him to go away. that he is one of the reasons why i wake up early even though i sleep late. that he makes me happy. that i want to know him more, i mean MORE. that he inspires me. that he makes me kilig. that he makes me feel that i really deserved to be loved. that he is slowly taking away the trauma i have. i really like him. and as the days pass, i like him even more. love? i can't say now. it's too early to tell i think. i want that when the day comes i'll tell him that i love him, i am so sure of it, both in mind and heart. :))

5 years. i ended up proposing to him maybe the weirdest thing he has ever heard. haha. i told him to wait for me. wait for me for 5yrs. i know it's too long maybe. but for me it was just right. at least, we will know each other more. we will have the luxury of 5 years to know our strengths and weaknesses and how to handle to each of these. most of all, i wanted this for the purpose of building a strong foundation. i learned during my architecture days that any structure should have a strong foundation so that when any typhoon or earthquake comes, it will not crush down easily. i want to enjoy first our friendship, build a strong foundation out of it, so that when the time comes, we will be lovers and friends at the same time. isn't that cool? and when the time comes that we will ran out of love for each other, at least the friendship is still there. it will be remained. and that's what i'm taking care most. i may lose him as a lover but i don't want to lose him as a friend. :))

so it's like engineering. for five years or more. he told me i am worth the wait. he will really wait for me even if it takes five years or more. as for me, i hope he'll never change. i really hope he can handle it, that he can really wait for five years. rest assured, i am exclusively his. i mean, i won't entertain any suitors anymore. he is my exclusive date. i am reserving myself to him. because i really want that after five years, he will be there asking me if i could be his girlfriend finally. without any doubt, i would surely say yes. hahaha! that is, after five years. as for now, we will first face our books, concentrate on our studies, prioritize each our responsibilities as a student and as a son and daughter to each our parents. after all, what we are doing now is both for us, we are studying so that we will have a bright future ahead. besides, after we graduate and get a stable job, we will have all the time in the world bonding together. :))

bird, thank you for making me happy always. for inspiring me. for loving me. supporting me. caring for me. and most of all understanding me. i hope that you will never really change and that you can really wait for five years. you are the type of a guy who is worth introducing to my parents. soon i will do that. better be ready! :))


AT A CERTAIN SPORTS SHOP.....
(we were looking for the perfect rubber shoes for him. he was planning to buy one.)


ME: kani oh! kay gwapo. gwapo ang color. gwapo pd ang design.
HIM: murag kevin durant mani. ay kevin durant jd diay. oh naay KD.
ME: oh di kni nlng. dba idol man nimo si kevin durant?
HIM: oh kni nlng jd akng paliton kay KD..... Kevin Dinelle.

:))

HAPPY TRIPOD DAY!

happy 1,365th day dash and yabee! i super love you both! and i super miss you! i so hope we can get together again and have talky talky. kahit mcdo lang basta kasama ko kayo, masaya na buhay ko. :))

NO OTHER

10 random sweet things you can do for a girl:

1. Tie her shoes

2. Wash her car

3. Buy her a rose

4. Make her a card

5. Record her a video of your talent

6. Play/sing a song for her

7. Give her a balloon with a ring attached at the end

8. Make her a heart mural

9. Take pictures of various hearts

10. Build her a heart puzzle

FOR MY 1,200th POST!!!

i know we are still starting, so i won’t envy those girls whose special someones have done these to them already. i know you are still planning something that could really make my heart lose its normal beating. and i will wait for that. :))

FRIENDS

it's like the famous tv show i know. haha. but really, it's what i want to talk about in this post. i just had some realizations yesterday. they needed an outlet so i thought of posting those realizations here. :))

yes, i am a second year ece student now. after 3 years in college, i can now finally say that i am already in second year. we all know what's the story behind this rumble of numbers. i won't tell it here anymore. too redundant. haha. okay back to the topic, i'm in second year. and in this year, i am finally with my fellow ece's. last year, i was an npa. no permanent address. haha! no section. no everything. just me and some other acquaintances. it was like a lonely year for me, though not that much lonely because i found some company too, but still i have those moments when i really feel "friends sick". i long for them so much --- tripod, climsterz, co2, jintotnid, arki buddies, and most of all, my high school friends. i understand that we all have our own things to do and that they are busy that's why i don't disturb them anymore and just wait if they invite me or ask me out. if i'm not mistaken, we only had those fun until sawa moments during sembreak and christmas vacation. yeah. we had laag moments also during school days but it was not as laag to sawa during sembreak and christmas vacation. last summer vacation, i had a bunch of laags with my high school friends, tripod, co2, arki buddies, and jintotnid. it was like a reunion. every moment was just all smiles and laugh and stories from what has happened to our lives already. there were also those reminiscing moments where we remember the crazy things we did back then. so HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

when june arrived, i felt kinda sad. it means no more laag to sawa moments again. it will be more or less 5 months of school stuffs. we will all be busy again especially them that they are now in 3rd yr (me still 2nd yr). i thought to myself before, what will happen to me? i mean, it will be a new environment again because i will now be with my fellow ece's. they already spent a year together so for sure they all have some stories to tell with each other. but me? not even a single thing. a fresh new start. adjust again. i was sort of worried if i'm gonna be lonely again this year. whether you believe it or not, i prayed to GOD for 1 whole week before classes started. i prayed that i may find the friends/buddies/company whom i'll be comfortable with and who will also be comfortable with me and who will be with me for the rest of my college life. together we will conquer the obstacles that our course has prepared for us. haha. see?! isn't it fun to have such friends who will be with you through thick and thin? yeah i know. :))

when school officially started, yes it was adjusting time. not like last year though, it was sort of just a little adjusting now. but still, i first felt shy because it's new people again. i was not so open yet because somehow they are strangers to me and i am a stranger to them too. haha. but one thing i thank most?! they were very welcoming. they were friendly enough to ask for my name, ask some stories from me, laugh with me, and most of all, welcome me in their group. they even elected slash appointed me to be their class president. so funny isn't it? haha. they share stories with me. they ask for my opinion. they ask for help. they do things with me. laag moments together. see. it really feels warm. they accepted me for who and what i am. and i thank them all so much for trusting me, for letting me in the ece circle --- the "friends-ship" circle. :))

whatever it is that is happening in us now, a little misunderstanding between three parties i guess, i hope we can all resolve this and have reconciliation in the end. after all, it will be all of us who will be together for the next 4 years. i know each one if us doesn't want any division in our group, in our section, in our "friends-ship" circle.

TRIPOD

CLIMSTERZ

HIGH SCHOOL CHUMS

CO2

JINTOTNID

ARKI BUDDIES

V1

ECE FRIENDS

THANK YOU! I LOVE YOU ALL! :))

ECLIPSE with THE BIRD AND THE WORM

i had the greatest eclipse of my life!

i don't know why, but i wasn't that much really paying attention to the movie. all i know is, it's okay. the movie was really a reflection of what's in the book. but i wanted something more like background music especially from the ost. hahaha! but well, i still find the movie interesting though. with all those kisses and kisses and kisses, hahaha! who wouldn't love it?! i will watch it again. :))

and,

THANK YOU KEVIN THE BIRD! <3 :))

here is something for you. hope you'll like this. :))

The Bird And The Worm

-Owl City 

If you're the bird whenever we pretend it's summer

Then I'm the worm, I know the part, it's such a bummer

But fair is fair, if my segments get separated

I'll scream and you'll be there

Close your eyes, close my eyes

Slide the cotton off of your shoulder

And feel the shine, feel the shine

I'm hooked so toss me over and cast a line, oh I'll try

Oh, throw a party and greet my undersea friends

It depends, as they arrive, if they arrive

You and I left our troubles far behind, troubles far behind

But I still have just one more question on my mind

For all my pals who live in the oceans and the seas

With friends like these well, who needs enemies

If I'm your boy, let's take a short cut we remember

And we'll enjoy, picking apples in late September

Like we've done for years

Then we'll take a long walk through the corn field

And I'll kiss you between the ears

If you're my girl, swirl me around your room with feeling

And as we twirl, the glow in the dark stars on your ceiling

Will shine for us, as love sweeps over the room

'Cause we tend to make each other blush, you make me blush

You and I left our troubles far behind, troubles far behind

But I still have just one more question on my mind

For all my pals who live in the oceans and the seas

With fronds like these well, who needs anemones?

You're the bird and I'm the worm and it's plain to see

That we were meant to be

We were meant to be

We were meant to be

If you're the bird

If you're the bird

Then I'm the worm

We were meant to be

ECE

di ko maipaliwanag

ang aking kaligayahan

sobrang tulis ng sinag

ng tuwa na aking nararamdaman

jong, nads, pf, jol, kate --- THANKS! :))

GOOD VIBES!

"you're my mona lisa
you're my rainbow skies
and my only prayer is that you'll realize
you'll always be beautiful in my eyes"

hahaha! so good vibes week. actually, my week did not start that much well. i got zero again in my difcal quiz. then because of that, my physics quiz also was affected. it was very easy. i knew the answer but i erased it. so stupid i know. haha. but i told myself i will make bawi.

and so i did. i studied last wed and thurs nights. and when i say i study, i mean it i STUDY. haha! i did not use the internet for 1 week though i touched the laptop because of some reasons i will tell you later. haha! yeah i know you maybe won't believe that i didn't use the internet. si dinelle?! na halos everyday online?! even my mom could not believe it too. haha. but i really disciplined myself. i thought, i can have all the internet in the world after i make my grades high. :))

then, i think, we had the greatest ece bonding so far this week. maybe they had their own bondings before because i wasn't their classmate yet that time. but for me, this week was really damn fun. haha! wednesday --- we had volleyball and basketball. thursday --- we had, i mean they played again volleyball. i just watched though because my arms were really hurting from the muscle pains. haha. friday, just this day --- we played basketball at city triangle. i don't know anymore how many rounds we had. all i know is, it was so much fun reaching those balls trying to get them out so that we could have a free shoot again and again. hahaha! then we went to evergold's gym to support nads in her aim to be part of the EA basketball girls team. go nads! after, she treated us, me, jong and katy perry, at mcdo bajada. so so so fun fun fun fun!

plus super pahabol. i saw master, bum and saiah in school for the first time this school year. i also had the chance to talk to master. it's like nothing has changed. love it!

so now, here i am! facing the laptop again, making this post for my blog. it has been a week i know. but it is really a worthwhile week. a good vibes week. :))

and oh! i almost forgot. haha. the ONLY reason why i touched my laptop this week!? hmm. remember the "HE" i told you about last post? he called me last wednesday. he sang a song for me on the phone. because of that, i searched for its lyrics and guitar chords then i transferred the mp3 file from my laptop to my cellphone. :))

100 in physics exam
2 perfect difcal quizzes
hs chums
nads' super treat
eces super bonding
he

THANK YOU LORD!!!!!
:))

THE BEST JUNE 19 OF MY LIFE!

as what the title says, yes it is! definitely! i had the best june 19 of my life yesterday! so fun! first, i headed to sm to meet with dash. we went to their new place! one oasis ecolandia! haha! i first ate at mcdo then she treated me to mr. donut then we walked around sm. she bought a new pair of sunglasses. then she it was her time to eat at mcdo. we went in the dept store to see some make up stuffs. she really is fond of make up (i think). haha! and because we got tired already from walking and walking, we went straight ahead to one oasis! yeah! their new place. it was my first time there. first time ever to step foot on a condo. the whole place is not yet finished to there is no swimming pool and clubhouse yet. i and dash had fun taking pictures at their new place. yeah! ceddie and melmel were there. though they went to sm immediately after we arrived to buy some food. i was calling yabee where she was already and that she should hurry! hahaha! a few minutes after. tick tock tick tock. melmel, ceddie ad yabee arrived! with ceddie bringing two boxes of shakey's pizza! woah! so big pizza! so many pizza! hahaha! yabee re-enacted her drama slash action encounter with her ex. with all the slap in the face. whoooo! love it! clap clap clap! haha! then dash and melmel had to go because their mom and sister is waiting at the parlor already. we all went separate ways. dash and melmel at the parlor. ceddie i think going home. yabee gone to obrero for a party. and me to sm! haha. had to buy first the stuffs mom told me. it was all in all 5 kilograms of detergent and dishwashing soap! yeah i know so heavy. but lola called me. dora, berna and tina are already waiting at penongs matina and that dora will treat us so i said yes! go galore! i won't say no to a treat. haha! and besides, it will be another chance that we, co2, will be complete after how many months. oh yeah. we ate ate ate. laugh laugh laugh. picture picture picture. and the climax of the night... we cried cried cried. hahaha! i mean, it was a night for us to get together as well as a night to share our all the single ladies experiences. 3 of us had just a bad "break-up" with their loves. so that was the reason why we flooded mts with tears. haha. so sad yet so fun. because there we have proven that we really are friends. not just ordinary friends but special ones. friends that no matter what happen, in the end we still enjoy each other's company.


TRIPOD
CO2
i so love you all. thanks for being such "unexplainable" friends to me. unexplainable? because no words can explain how i feel every time i am with you. :))


and oh! june 19? someone stepped in my life. let's see what role will HE play. :))

WELCOME BACK!

hello blogspot! welcome me back! i know i kind of just left this page without any updates. but rest assured from now on i will have more entries here. mostly, posts that tackle about my everyday life --- those moments that i don't want to be erased immediately on the web. i think that will be all for today. i will post my "welcome back" entry here maybe tomorrow. or the day after tomorrow. or just, stay tune for it. haha!

welcome me back blogspot!
and oh, kudos blogger! i love your new themes. i just changed mine. :))

HAPPY HAPPY

HAPPY NEW YEAR PIPLETS!! HAPPY 2010 TO YOU AND TO YOUR FAMILY. LOVE LOVE. :))

MY 2009 SPITS

“The only freshest things in your mind are those that happened a year ago; otherwise they are memories which you never want to forget.”

.time really flies so fast nowadays. another year will finally bid its final farewell a few hours away from now. can’t imagine. it was just like yesterday i was still an architect. but now im already an engineer. hahaha. well that's what we call LIFE where the only constant thing is change. but these changes are made for you to learn, for me to learn, for us all to learn. many changes probably happened this year but rest assured that i used all those "changes" to make me a better person. and i want to THANK all the people who guided me through this metamorphosis in my life. YOU understood. YOU never gave me up. YOU supported me. even until now. :D

.jenkilots. marj. shishi. yang. emuii. iprel. debi. and to all those who texted ym fs fb me when they got the shifty thingy news. THANK YOU for the support and the "okei lng yan dinz. naa lng mi dri". if u only know how much those words helped me ease the pain and confusion i felt that time. thank you for the assistance  you all offered. and thank you most for being with me in my journey until now. di jd to nko malimtan ang mga hilak2 moments nko to some of you. hahaha. atin2 nlng un ah. ayaw na saba. :D

.sa mga kuto sa aking ulo. hahaha. CO2. carbon dioxide. salamat. alam ko sankatutak na sama ng loob na ang nailabas ko sa inyo dahil lamang sa aking kalituhan tungkol sa aking sarili at kurso. siguro nga gusto niyo na akong sampalin sipain suntukin sabunutan at dumugin sa pabalik-balik kong "shift o dili". pero di niyo parin ginawa. bagkus minahal niyo ako inintindi ginabayan at sinuportahan sa mga balak ko. alam ko malungkot kayo nung sinabi kong aalis na ako. pero ang sabi niyo sa akin "kung saan ka masaya, dun din kami". kaya salamat ng marami. at hanggang ngayon di niyo parin ako iniiwan kahit medyo malayo-layo tayo sa isa't-isa. alam kong medyo may problema na rin ang isa sa atin ngayon. hawak kamay lang. magtulungan. at kung saan man tayo lahat masaya. suportahan natin ang isa't-isa. WE WILL FOREVER POLLUTE EACH OTHER'S LIFE. laging tandaan yan. oh ha. nagkabuang nko ug tagalog ato. bawi na akng utang na 3.! hahaha. :D

sa CLiMsterz. kai anin rupu jipoi master iber gehgeh. THANK YOU. even though we are taking different paths. we still didn't stop taking care of each other. saaar. mao na mkhlak jd ko. hahaha. echos. pro btw slmt jd. kai master slmt sa suporta. ngsbot ta na magsabay ta ship. jump jump pta tng pgkblo nto na magship nko. hahaha. pro nagpabilin ka. pro nagpabilin ka. hahaha. kblo ko grbe pd to atng emo2 sessions sa telephone. hahaha. cge lng master. padaun lng sa arki. do it for me.? hahaha. atlis naa pka dra. hatag nlng nko akng dream smo na mag arki ko. hahaha. kblo ko dghn pa concept papers muabot. humanda. hahaha. kai iber slmt sa pag uban sko sa algebra. sa mga paglalakbay kay mam ferraren. haha. dnt wori ber. nagship man ka krn. i wish u happiness. ipasa na ang algebra ha. go go kaya lgi na. :D kai anin. huii indaii. drama kau ni. haha. slmt lng. sa tnan2. sa mga kachubahan nto. sa mga chika. kai edward cullen ug kay tanya. hahaha. kblo ko love ko nmo. saaar. haha. sa eclipse dai mamalit npd ta dvd. hahaha. kai gehgeh. slmt geh. neremember pto nmong isa ka gabii na ngtxt ka.? tng seryoso gd kau ta. hahaha. slmt kau ato. nktabang to. unta tnuod to tnan imo ingn ato na tym. :D kai jipoii. forever njd tka doctor. slmt jip sa mga advices. mski na nagsmart nka krn. mkacry jd sya. hahaha. i knw i still have a friend in you whom i can confide to. sunggo. english to ha. unta tma. hahaha. at kai rupu. hoii ruplets. marami na taung PINAGSAMAHAN. at alam mo na kng ano yan. alam mo na un. haha. slmt ato. nkatuon ko. dnt wori. maglearn pko pra ma hawd nko. hahaha. unta mkita njd nmo si one true love. unta totohanan npd na imng pagbabago. ipa ila2 sko kng knsa man imng bgong girlalu krn. hahaha.

.to the garapols --- kai hippo nesto ajos papa jon mama jaed. the rest of the design 2 students na design 4 na krn. whooo. asenso na kau mo ha. mypmo. ako pipichugin ghpn. hahaha. slmt slmt slmt slmt. the memories we all shared will forever be treasured in my heart. i'll never forget those. i learned from every detail we had gone through and i will keep those learnings as i journey through my life. mga lamay moments. hilak moments. taranta moments. bagsak moments. pasa moments. draft moments. tinabangay moments. dinaganay moments. and most of all the exhibit. that event really strucked me and changed my perspective. saar arki kau. haha. continue drafting your life's floor plan as i do to mine also. together we'll make a very good elevation from it. develop the site with full of details. then finally draw the most beautiful perspective of all. both interior and exterior. fully rendered jd ah. :D

.to all my seniors in arki. the higher years. as i said last year. thank you for being such an inspiration to us. thanky you for accepting us to the family ,especially me, and for not letting us feel that we are different. mostly, thank you for designing the best house for us the newbies. we were just new with no shelter to live in. thank you for building us not just a house but a HOME where you all shared with us your talents, skills, and life. :D

.uhm jintot. alam mo na. speechless says it all. hahaha. thank you for that one great summer. don't worry. next time. i'll be the one to draw that butterfly. you already know where. koko krunch. :D

.to the new people i met in addu. thank you for bumping into my life. harsh. bump jd. hahaha. yeps. even though i am an international student as what i call myself. haha. kay wlay permanent cmates. you still accepted me and welcomed me like im one of your regular cmates. thanky thanky. you were all my companions in my journey towards adjusting in my first year in ateneo --- a super whole new world. THANKS. :D

.TRIPOD --- dash and yabee. my ecstasies. my catalysts. my drugs. my shabus. my weeds. hahahahaha. we are now 3 and still counting. we have been through super ups and super downs already. but whatever happens to us along the way. i will never get tired of loving the you two. you are truly the sisters i dreamed of when i was still a child. (i wanted to have a sister but momi and papa gave me a baby brother. hahaha.) thank you for understanding my imperfections and for being always there when i dnt knw what to do anymore. i knw it has been tons and tons and tons of tears already that i shed to the two of you. andam pa ug balde. dghn pa muabot for sure. hahaha. thank you for supporting me in my shifty thingy. you were one of the first few people whom i shared the news. i can still remember i was really sobbing. so crying. when i told you about it. thank you for always removing the pressure i feel inside. that everytime i am with you i feel like i have no problems. no worries. i feel just like a common person with a great dream. "okei lng na jerk. love ghpn ka nmo yabee. bgsak man pd gni mi. haha." --- nka tugsh jd ni skng heart. haha. thank you thank you thank you tripod. every little thing i do. it's all because of you. saar uii. haha. to make it simpler. you are one of the reasons why i want to succeed. love you both. mua mua mua. rgrds me to kaloyski and fifi. :D

.to HIM. eeeefff.!! naglagot ko nimo.!! grrrooo.!! raaarrrr.!! i hate the fact why do you have to torture me when you know already that i love you. echos. hahaha. ambot nimo uii. grabe na kau ni atng love story ba. hantod krn wa ghpn happy ending. wai patutunguhan. wai klaro. mahuman nlng ang 4 movie sequels sa twilight. kita naa pa sa new moon. wla pjd gni nahuman sa new moon. kaluoii. hahaha. well sabi nga sa 500 days of summer. WE HAVE NO LABELS. EXPECTATIONS ARE FAR DIFFERENT FROM REALITY. siguro nga. bhla na si destiny. unta pukpukon nya imng ulo pra matauhan nka. hahaha. pro di lng man pd kna tnan akng gusto iingn. i want to say THANK YOU too. those days with you were one of my most happiest. and i won't regret it. ever. you were the first one who called me on that historical day of my life. that moment i felt most that you really care for me. isa lng nmn ang hinihingi ko sau. maging honest ka lng. un lng. okeii na ako. at sana. maging okeii ult tau. naks. hahaha. :D

.momi. papa. konti lng to pro very deep. salamat sa pag intindi sa kagustuhan kong mag shift. salamat sa suporta kahit alam kong mejo na disappoint kau nung sinabi ko un. alam ko nanghihinayang kau konti. sana lng ay patuloy nyo prn akng suportahan sa bagong landas na tinatahak ko ngaun. siguradong madadapa ult ako. ang layo pa kc ng lalakbayin ko. sana ay di kau mgsawang tulungan akng tumayo at suportahan sa laban kong ito. i love you. :D

.and most of all. to my KUYA. my BRO. KUYA sabi ko sau dati hinay hinay lng. mukhang nadamihan ata. hahaha. pero okeii. lng. i knw you have given me all those so that i could learn something. totoo nga. not just something. but i learned many things.!! a bounty of them. thank you KUYA for these learnings. thank you for letting me understand what is the real reality of life. at least ngaun may knowledge na ako kht konti at kng mangyayari man ult skn yan ay di na masyado ako mahihirapan. thank you most for the guidance support and understanding. for the never ending love and care. i knw mejo naging pasaway ako. sna ay mapatawad mo ako sa mga kapasawayan ko. thank you for the 2009 memories. for the happiness and laughs i had. KUYA 2010 is coming. so much is ahead for me. new fight na nmn ito.  i hope you'll never get tired of me. partners in crime forever ha. unta KUYA pasa ko skng 3 ka math krn 2 ka chem 2 ka minors ug 2 ka super minors. sana nga KUYA. for mom dad friends and especially. YOU. I LOVE YOU. :D

HIGH SCHOOL CHUMS
ARCHITECTS OF MY LIFE
NEW FOUND FRIENDS
TRIPOD
FAMILY
KUYA

maraming salamat
thank you very much
xie xie
arigatou gozaimasu
kamsahamnida
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MERRY MERRY

MERRY KURISUMASU piplets!!! sorry if my greetings were delayed. haha. at least better late than never. hope you had a great time celebrating christmas with your families and loved ones. merry christmas once again. HAPPY CANDLE CAKES DAY JESUS!!! love love you all. :))

MASAYA

.post ult ako. haha. kawawa na tlga tng blog ko. wlang ka update2. pro cge lng. go go go prn ako dto kht konti lng entries. :))

.anyways. start of vacation na nmn. i mean christmas break. nakakaloker. ang saya ng first 2 days ng break ko. dec 19 and 20 was so fun. had lunch xmas get together with my cmates at addu. mga V1 na wlang ibang alam kundi puro kalokohan. haha. nag exchange gips din kmi. slmt chip.! sa gip mong bonggang bongga na cash. haha. at kay justin. sna nagustuhan mo gip ko. wells wells. nasa fb na piturs. tag urselves piplets. :)) after nun. diretso agad ako sa PIZZArro. hahahaha. nandun mga cmates ko dti sa arki. wen i still studied in um. loker ult. they invited me and that if i dont come daw. kukulatahin ako ni lola. woah. kaya come come come tlga ako. hahaha. ang saya. ngkita ult kmi ni hippo after how many yrs of not seeing each other. woah. oh yeah. i miss the hippo-baki bonding. then basketball.!! with the boys.!! oh yeah. as iin the boys jd. haha. nalingaw ko. pildi nko c nesto sa 1on1. hahaha. i didnt swim2 though. wla akng dalang gamit. kaya aun. dakilang spectator. pro nalingaw ghpn ko. ako tig pitur sa ila. oh bongga. haha. exchange gips also wid co2. at ang saya ng pakulo ni tina. ilad2 jd ha. bntay lng ka sunod tin. haha. gave my gip also to jintot. abi nko nkabawi nko. sus nkdla pjd ug bala. pildi ghpn ko sa gera. haha. aun. lingaw. as iin. lingaw jd. hantod sa pag uli. cge lng. many bonding days to come pa. im sure. pool npd ta ani sunod. hahaha. then kinabukasan. with the tripod nmn ako. nkakaloker ult. as iiin. hahaha. loka lng kc i miss those days when we bond together tpos wlang ibang gawin kundi ang gumawa ng kakornihan at tumawa narin sa aming kakornihan. hahaha. iba tlga pag kasama ko sila. its like home away from home. saaaar. oh ha. gave my gip also to them. yabee gave us a cute little chuchu na cellchain. c dash wla pdw sya gip smo. kaya ang bingay nya. hahaha. lingaw kau. sun sim sko na 777 ang num. tps kay yabee. 100php gift check sa sm. hahaha. funny jd. pro dnt worry dash. gift prn un. christmas treasures ko prn. :)) i also borrowed a book from her. there's no place like here by cecelia ahern. tagal ko ng gustong hiramin to sa knya. ngaun ko lng nakuha sa bahay nila. hahaha. cecelia ahern by the way ay isa sa pambansang author nmn sa tripod along with bob ong. hahaha. we had tempura chips and c2 for the drinks. oh dba. gnyan kmi mag party. its the thought that counts jd. hahaha. i love you tripod. super love jd. :))

.oh yan. may update na tlga ako. summary lng un. pro alam ko nafifil nyo na masaya ako sa maikling post ko na ito. wells. happy nga. masaya.sna magtuloy2. :))

.umuulan ngayon. ang sarap ng panahon. eto talaga mga gusto ko. mas lalo akong sumasaya. weee. :))