until now, we are still not yet done with our power supply project. oh yes the schematic is there but the transistors, it's nowhere to be found. or if there is available, it's not available here in the philippines. i don't know. honestly, i am tired of probleming it already. so it's like what's on my mind now is, whatever happens, happens. but i still find ways though. i really am. it's just that i can't help but worry that we only have 3 weeks left before the deadline. :'(
you know what, mom asked me just moments ago, "are you still happy with your course? because if not, you can still shift. you still have a long future. you are still young. you can still do many things. you can take psychology if you want. then you can be a teacher, or a doctor, or a human resource personnel."
everytime mom tells me these kind of statements, i can't help but form tears on my eyes. i don't know. maybe i'm just sad because i can't make my mom proud. you know, i already shifted course. i don't want to fail her again. i don't know. i really don't know. my mind is very pre occupied nowadays.
plus plus plus. oh my, i am failing in my circuits and electronics subjects. plus i still have a vector to cope with. am i gonna die? i do not know again.
actually i have one very big thought in my mind right now. but it's getting late and if i start to write about it, i think i will sleep past 3 am already. hahaha! but i can't do that now. i need to rest to recharge my body for another tiring, very tiring, very very tiring and exhausting week coming up. i'll write bout it some time soon. i will really write bout it. i will not let the time pass without unleashing my thoughts bout it. it's a life lesson. for me. for you. for him. for us. for them. for everyone.
Lord, take me to where You want me to be. Lead me to the path where You think I should belong.
i love you mom.
i love you pa.
i love you bin.
