mixed emotions week. as in super mixed emotions. as in literally mixed emotions. a week of laughter, tears, frustrations, depressions, fun, enjoyment and a lot more. but above all these emotions, i can say, this week is so much damn memorable. yeah! :))
first up, the ece acquaintance party last saturday, july 31. it was held at waterland or rather waterworld. hahaha! i thought it would be just another day going out with my ece classmates. then we would meet higher eces then just say hi or hello then nothing more. but, we never expected something MORE would happen. haha. it was so FUUUUUUUUUUUN!!! our ates and kuyas were so caring. we are like their real little brothers and sisters. i so love it. we played. games, poker, killer, volleyball! most of all, i super enjoyed the moment when we were able to meet and greet the higher years of ece. the survivors of the fight! hahaha. they were all so welcoming. they did not treat us as an outsider or an alien in their group. so love that day. i love you all ates and kuyas in ece! you are all simply the best! until the next time! maybe a christmas party i think? yeah! party again! haha.
after that acquaintance party, jong, nadz, kate, nemz, and me went to mcdo damosa. eat. talk. laugh. picture. sign the tissue paper. so LOOOOOOVE!!!! we arrived there about 7pm. we went home around 10pm. hahahaha! what a 3-hour sharing of stories and laugh trip. it was really fun. super fun. so memorable.
JULY 31 --- one of the days where i wish the world doesn't just revolve for 24 hours.
then this week? i mean from monday to friday? hahaha! so love the ece 2 bondings. super different trips. like we do this and do that. play here then play again there. haha! i also love our moments with the ece 2.5's, 2.8's, 4's, 4'1's, 4.2's, 4.5's and everyone else! hahaha! it's like we're a family now. i can't explain the feeling. it's just that. so fun! hahahahaha! happy! :))
then nadz?! oh she shared something to us, me and jong, last wednesday. i won't tell it here anymore for privacy purposes. :)) it's just that, i want to say thank you to her for being so open and most especially for choosing me as one of the people whom she trusts. it is definitely a great privilege. thank you for the filler, the jobee treat, the walk around, the trust, and the FRIENDSHIP. i'm honored. i know there are still more stories left for you to share to us. i will just wait for that time when you are ready, when you feel like sharing some stories again to me and jong. friiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeendsssssssssssss. :))
and for this last paragraph..... oh kevin. kevin jake de guzman magbojos. i really miss you. super miss you! if only you could read this post. but i know you can't because nobody visits my blog anyway. hahaha. but really, i miss you. i know i can always text you but i am just not yet ready to. it's like i don't have the face to see you already after all the hurt and torture i have caused you. i know you said you will wait for me. i know i don't have all the time in the world so i have to make a choice as very soon as possible. i think i already have. there is this one name that keeps popping out in my mind these days. sorry again. super sorry. i know you don't deserve this because all you did was love me. if only i could do anything to ease your pain or take it all away totally. i am just not brave enough to do it --- to do what i should do so that you won't feel hurt anymore. again, i am sorry for that..... sorry kevin, sorry. thanks for the space and the time anyway. i hope you won't get tired. i really hope so.
I MISS YOU KEVIN JAKE! your name keeps popping out in my mind these days. i miss you. i really do. i am really waiting to see your number again in my inbox. i am really hoping that every time i receive a text message, it would be you. :((
