I THOUGHT OF NOT MAKING THIS ANYMORE BUT THEN I CHANGED MY MIND (MY 2011 SPEECH))

it's 12:07 in the morning and it's the last day of the year. hours from now, it will be 2012 already. before the last tick of the clock for 2011 happens, let me share this i-hope-not-so-emo words to all of you. it's my way of saying thank you to everyone and everything who has given an impact  this 2011.

to sir marloue, yes sir, you are the first. you deserve to be. hehe. thank you for saving me. yeah. really. i know it's cliche already but i'll say it again. i almost gave up (again) and was about to make a shift course (AGAIN). yeah the plan was already there, take up creative writing or mathematics. but THANK GOD for you. thank you for making my (ece) dreams alive (still). thank you for the never ending support sir. and when i say support, i mean SUPPORT. you know already what are those. SUPERMAN, you should have that name. :)

to maam ferolin, thank you for changing. hahaha! yeah, thank you. you truly are a mother to us. can't believe we'd be this close to you and you'd be this close to us. you know, they say, you are one of the powerpuff girls. but guess what, we are mojo jojo! we are destined to be connected forever. why mojo jojo? because sometimes we are "pabadlongs". hehe. sorry for that maam. don't worry, we'll do our best not to ruin the "city" anymore so that the powerpuff girls will not get tired from saving the day. :)

to my ECE family, thank you for the guidance. for the help. for the schematic diagram. for the pcb layout. for the soldering etching thingy. in short, FOR EVERYTHING. yeah. thank you so much for the big power supply help up to the very last small resistor that's a part of it. hahaha. for simply just being there whenever we need help. we are really a family. i hope we would stay intact as a family. i hope we would become stronger as a family. ONE ECE, ONE FAMILY. :)

to the MIGHTY 13, yeeeeeeeeeeeeees. yeah. THANK YOU. college life has never been this fun. i admit. i kinda actually have this small pinch of i-don't-like-going-to-school when i entered college. i always have a hard time waking up. yeah i force myself. good thing the force is strong enough. hehe. but when we established ourselves as the THIRTEEN, THE MIGHTY ONES, wow. i can already sleep at 2am because of studying and wake up at 6am. see the change you have brought to me? THANK YOU FOR INSPIRING ME. now i do not worry anymore so much of what tomorrow school stuffs will bring us because i know, I HAVE 13 CRAZY PEOPLE WHO WILL BE WITH ME, JOURNEYING THROUGH. let's get closer guys. let's be more open to each other. LET US BE MIGHTIER. :)

to my high school friends who will graduate this 2012, oh how wish so much that i would be with you wearing a toga too. haha! but i guess this is just the way it goes. i congratulate you all. hats off! hands down! if only you know how proud i am. if only you know that i, most of the time, stop at the registrar's bulletin and look for your names on the graduates list and i can't help but smile. yeah. true. good luck on the last days of your education lives. good luck more on the start of your real lives. don't ever forget me. hehe. :)

and to my high school friends who kinda will not yet graduate this march 2012, THANK YOU FOR ACCOMPANYING ME! hahahahahahaha! maybe 2013 is your year. or maybe, we'll graduate together on 2014. so don't worry much. you still have me as your company. >:)

to my arki friends, oh you still have one year too. hahahahaha! i'll congratulate you on 2013. for now, keep up the good work. more power! hihihi. :)

to mommy, papa, arvin, THANK YOU. i've never been so happy like, uhm, i mean, i do not ask so much for you know, material things. though i would like to have new things. hahaha. i mean that's already normal, but then, i just pray for simplicity, happiness and contentment in our family. nothing can beat that. and of course, LOVE. thank you for filling our house, and all our lives with it. let's just CHILL, okay? :)

to GOD, oh THANK YOU. 2011 was full of tears yet i was able to smile and laugh and squeeze all the crazy stuffs i did just to forget even for a while the stresses that were trying to disturb me. THANK YOU for the strength, the courage, the knowledge, the wisdom and of course, the energy to wake up everyday and to the things i have to do. hmm. 2012 again! i need more of those. hehe. by next week, i will face again school and all its branches. help me do them. help me accomplish them. i hope when i'll open my sis account this march, i'll see 75 and above grades. :)

i'll end this speech with a line from the movie REMEMBER ME. yeah i know it stars robert pattinson and i presume some of you don't like him but nevermind. hehe. he's a very good actor and this movie has a very good story. amazing one! i recommend all of you to watch this. (endorse much? haha.) naaaaaaah. it's just that, i watched it a while ago on star movies and it very much inspired me. what a way to end my 2011. :)

Whatever you do in life will be insignificant, but it's very important that you do it. Because nobody else will. Like when someone comes into your life and half of you says you're nowhere near ready, but the other half says: make her (him, it) yours forever.

---Tyler Keats Hawkins 

TIS THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY FA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA

HOLD ON TO THIS LULLABY EVEN WHEN THE MUSIC'S GONE

BZZZ BZZZ BZZZ BZZZ BZZZ BZZZ BZZZ BZZZ BZZZ

HEY I THOUGHT YOU'D CALL ME BUT GUESS WE'RE JUST OUT OF COURAGE

paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak!!! ano ba! ewan ko ba! nung sabi mong tatawag ka, kinabahan ako pero mas nangibabaw yung pakiramdam na "SANA TATAWAG KA."

I PROMISED YOU TO MAKE ONE SO HERE IT GOES

this will be the start of long titled blog entries! bwahahaha! K. do i sound like an evil witch laughing? no right? hahahaha! so i'll stop with that thing already. i am no evil so i don't know how to laugh evilly. hehe.

this post is for a long lost friend slash classmate slash boyfie. CHOS! hahahaha! he's not my boyfriend or what. but i do consider him a special person in my life, a very special part of my high school life. without him, high school would not be that much fun i think. you know, something would be missing. most of all, third year prom would not be perfect if i haven't met him. (chos chos again! hahaha!)

we had a series of text sessions last month, november, yeah. until december actually. but it just stopped recently. i became busy studying for my exams. i think he got busy too in his exams and duties. :) during those text thingy sessions, he mentioned about blogs, and he asked me if i do blogging, and that if i could blog about him. WOAH. hahahaha! i was shocked but then i just laughed bout it. i said sure but i'll do it on december since i had so much school stuffs to do back then. and now it's december, so here's my promise, PAK. :)

PAK, as what we call each other (it's a shorter form of PAKNER. it rooted from the word PARTNER. i just don't know where the term PAK came from. can't remember i think. haha!), was my classmate in 3rd year high school. YES i admit i had a crush on him then. why? because he's chinito! hahahaha! you know me. i melt whenever there is a chinito boy in front of me. haha! yeah yeah. we became groupmates and the rest was history. chos! hahahaha! naaaaah. there are these things (with him, about him) that made a mark in me that i can't forget. never. ever.

he was the first boy that i had the courage to ask if he could be my prom partner. 

he was the first boy that i held his hand, his right hand specifically in public.

he was the first boy that i spent whole night and dawn just texting. the reason of my late night sleeps.

he was the first boy that i had this NICKNAME CALLING thingy. we first called each other, TITO and TITA before PAKNER and PAK came.

he was the first boy that i kissed on the cheek.

he was the first boy that i felt i was loved back and i think i loved him too. i think? yeah. ey no. i really loved him. really? did i? hahahaha! i don't know. i'm not sure. all i know is that i enjoy everything with him, because of him, and about him. i was happy doing things knowing that i have a TITO, a PAKNER on the sidelines supporting me.

but those were all in the past. i mean, we were like 14 or 15 years old back then. so young. everything changes. but you know, these things will forever live in me. they belong to those that i will treasure and cherish forever.

PAK! oh ha! as i promised! i made a blog about you. sorry it's too emote emote. hahaha! well you can ignore the emote things. i bet you don't remember those that i mentioned above anymore. hahaha! it's okay. what matters most is that, we remain pakners until now. and we will remain pakners forever! hahahahahaha!

PS

i still have the winnie the pooh stuff toy you gave me last 3rd year christmas party. i hung it on my bedroom wall so that i can see it everyday. :)