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it has been a/an *insert adjective here* third week of school.

wanna know what happened?

• vector analysis assignment
• material science quiz
• electronics quiz
• differential equations exam

plus the forever first sem 8 to 8 class schedule. maybe you will all say that the above mentioned things are just "easy". but it's not. what they said was really true. third year is very stress. very bombarded with all the major major subjects. aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! do you know that feeling when you just want to scream and shout out so loud all the stress that you have in your body and brain!? the heavy feelings you have inside?! that is what i want to do now. problem is, i don't have my voice back yet. still suffering from sore throat.

and for the tshirt design, i wanna say sorry if the statement turned out to be "hilas". we never intended it to be like that. when we thought about doing it, we were just thinking of fun and enjoyment. you know. we just give it a shot to pass that design. you know, as they say, there is no harm in trying. and that, opportunity comes once so grab it when it comes to you. yeah. we just wanted to join the tshirt design contest. if our design wins, it's a celebration. if not, then it's okay. we'll join again next year. the contest has just a very simple rule. if you like the design, vote for it. if not, vote another one. we did not have any control anymore of the voters. lastly, if they wanna change it, wanna have new designs, it's okay with us. what's important is the shirt that wins is the one that everybody loves to wear anytime anywhere. i hope that clears our side. let's not make divisions. let's be one. after all, CEA is a family. we should be. :)

in two days, another *insert adjective here* week will start. yeah yeah.

A BLOG POST TO GOD 4

Dear God,

Sorry if we can't go again to mass this week. Three Sundays I think already that we weren't able to go to church. But I know You are there listening to us. As much as I can, I speak to you in any time, in any place. Even though I am alone speaking to You, I think that could be considered already a church, OUR CHURCH together. We are having a conversation one on one. :)

Thank You God for the love. I feel so much love from You, from my mom, my dad, my brother, and nothing can simply ever replace it. Nothing can beat it.

Thank You for guiding me for the past 8 days of school. Thank You for being with me all the time, in every classroom I go into, in every lesson I hear, in every teacher I meet, in every classmate I talk to, in every assignment I do, in every meeting or commitment I go. Third year is not easy. It is not a joke. We are so bombarded with major subjects plus our schedule is not so friendly too. But still I survive each day. And I cannot do it without You. Thank You so much. :)

God, You know what I feel right now. Everyday I am fighting the temptation of my bed because I know I have to study or scan my notes first. Everyday I am urging myself to wake up immediately so that I won't be late. Everyday I am orienting myself to keep calm and not panic over the requirements that our teachers give us. Everyday, I am balancing my schedule because I still can't catch up with the 30 minutes lunch, activity period breaks, and 8pm dismissal time. Sometimes, I wanna give up already. I admit that. But whenever I see my laptop's wallpaper, whenever I see my phone's wallpaper, I am reminded that I should continue what I am doing. Don't give up. Fight the negative energies. Never think of having a detour again. Make the pathway straight. Little by little, slowly, one step at a time, I know I can finish this. I WILL FINISH THIS.

Help me God. Give me the strength, the courage, the wisdom, the knowledge, the energy I need to continue my journey and surpass all the humps I'll take ahead. I know this is just part of the training for me to become a MORE better person.

Thank You God. I think this is life at its best. Simplicity. Nothing beats the pleasure and comfort of sleeping at night without any worries at all. Calm. Peace of mind. Happiness.

I LOVE YOU! Amen. :')))))

EASY A

i just wanna share this. i know it's already somehow a movie shown last year but, this movie contributed to my best night this summer when i watched it again. and that is, tonight! :)

ENJOY! :)

A BLOG POST TO GOD 3

Dear God,

Hello there! Sorry God if I can't go to church this week. That's why I am writing you again this blog post. It's my way to thank you for all the things that happened to my life this week and for the past weeks.

• For the hair overhaul (Hahaha! I like this term so much.)
• For the dinner at Chika-an last Sunday
• For the many many foods like ice cream, fruit salad, chocolates, siomai, carrot juice, etc.
• For the enrollment (Thanks that it went well and that I was able to enroll really. It's a tough time for our family today financially. I want to go to school and finish ECE. I really want to. (Please let me.))
• For the love and happiness I feel, love from my parents and happiness in my surroundings

THANK YOU FOR THESE ALL!

And as school year 2011-2012 starts on Wednesday, help me as I take a new revolution again in my school life. It's a new year, new subjects, new challenges. Help me surpass it all. Help me not to have failing grades. I don't want to fail. I want to pass. I don't want to have that pink form and be in the probationary status. Help me make my parents proud. I am not doing this for them only, this is also for You and for myself. Be with me always. Amen. :)