SENTI SANDALI

just watched vampire diaries episode 11 this afternoon. then heard the song longest night by howie day. really good song. and it led me to where i am now --- writing this post about a certain person named kevin jake.

i told myself that i will talk to him when christmas break comes. but i changed my mind. why? i don't know where to start --- HOW to start. besides, i think he's not in the city. i remember he told me he was going to be out of town for the holidays. so no signal. i guess that's the sign. we are not meant to be. so no talk will happen this christmas break. that's what i think.

i just want to talk to him and settle things out. you know what i mean. he knows what i mean. i don't want this o not have a proper closure or whatever you call it. i don't want this to have a hanging ending like what most books and movies have.

IF IT'S A YES THEN LET'S GIVE IT ONE MORE SHOT.

IF IT'S A NO THEN SO BE IT.

life's like that. people come. people go.