52 MESSAGES

i just erased some of the messages in my inbox as well as in my sent items. of course, i didn't erase those memorable messages. you know me, i am very sentimental. and as i checked, my inbox has 52 messages and my sent items has 55. i want to make it both 50, but i can't help it. i can't erase such memorable messages.

actually, i am really sleepy now. i just slept for 5 hours last night. i should be in bed right now. but i don't know why. tinatamad pa akong matulog. i felt that i should do something first before sleeping. so here i am, typing a new post.

i just want to share something --- something which happened yesterday. nobody knows this yet. but i think after i'll post this, the whole universe will know it already. that is! if someone, out of boredom, accidentally browsed my page out of nothing at all. haha.

okay. here is what the story is really. it's a continuation (sort of) of my last post. ralph texted me last sunday and everything followed. yesterday, i let jake (kevin) read our conversation (me and ralph). oh really i was nervous. it was like my hands were super shaking. then after, i let him made his comments and violent reactions. his first question was "mahal mo pa siya?" i immediately answered, "di na." then i had a little explanation about things until i ended up sharing to him what was REALLY our story. oh i know blogger you know already my story with ralph. so i won't relay it AGAIN in this post. haha. so that was it. i also explained to him the reasons why i don't believe easily. why sometimes i doubt. why i made a decision for him to wait for me until i graduate. the reasons for everything i am now. i told him that it was because I AM AFRAID. i am scared to trust again or expect easily. trauma in short. because of what happened in the past, i am traumatized now. my tears were almost falling that time i was explaining. but i was able to stop it. thank GOD. then he put his left hand around my waist and i lay my head also on his left shoulder. i don't know what to say anymore until such time these words came out my mouth. "thank you. dahil kahit bad ako, mahal mo pa rin ako. di ka napapagod mahalin ako. thank you at nandiyan ka pa rin kahit problema na lang lagi binibigay ko sa'yo." and you know what? i just burst into tears. i felt it. tears. TEARS. falling tears! i didn't know i was sobbing already. i was saying thank you and sorry to him with my eyes so full of droplets of water falling down. I WAS CRYING.

what kevin did? he wiped my tears. he offered me hanky but i refused. he hugged me tighter. he held my hand tighter. he put his face near mine. he kissed me. he kissed me over and over again. he kissed me on the lips over and over again. he kissed me on the cheeks. he kissed me on my forehead. he put his face close, closer to my cheeks.

then he said, "don't worry. di lagi ako maging kagaya ni ralph. di ko gagayahin si ralph. iba man ako. i am not one of them. hindi man sex ang hanap ko sa babae." i interrupted, "true love?" (with a little smirky smile) he answered, "YES." (with a little smirky smile too) then i told him, "sumbaga si ralph pag magkita mo. bali-balia jud iyang bukog. as in sipa sipa-i jud siya. (RAR!)" he replied, "oh ayaw kabalaka. sumbagon jud to nko sya pag mgkita mi. ngnong gipasakitan man ka nya. sumbagon jd to nko sya. wla syay klaro." (pasikat daun braces. haha.)

yesterday was also the first time he said to me I LOVE YOU in person.

last night was really a turning point. napalabas ko na talaga lahat ng hinanakit ko kay ralph na matagal ko ng tinatago.  i cried. and mind you, it was the first time i cried to a boy personally. good thing kevin was there. if he wasn't there, oh i don't know what will happen to me yesterday. i was happy. very happy. not because of kevin's kisses! hahaha! oh it is a factor too. hahaha. but honestly, i didn't expect those kisses. all i want yesterday was that masabi ko lang kay kevin lahat lahat at maging clear na talaga sa kanya na siya talga pinili ko. 'yun lang. mapalabas lang kung ano yung mga matagal ko ng tinatago sa kaloob-looban ko. the kisses were very very very big bonuses. hahaha. i never expected it. really. so thank you LORD. thank you kevin jake. :))

as of now, i don't know what's going on with ralph. i don't know how he feels. but i really hope he's fine.

and as for kevin jake, THANK YOU. i'll say this again. and i will be saying it again over and over. i hope you won't get tired of hearing it. it's you whom i chose. so smile. be happy. don't ever be sad again. do it for me. :))

as of the moment, i already have 65 messages in my inbox. but the 52nd message that came in when first i was constructing this post was...

"I love you too..."

-0923_ _ _ _585

i was not even saying any i love you's. haha.

<3 :)) :D

FOR THE FIRST TIME

it's a song i'm currently listening to right now. it's by the script. and i just fell in love with it. well, i decided that it will be my post's title now because something just happened today --- an event how i wished happened a year ago.

ralph texted me today. i was shocked somehow. he shared to me that there is already a sun signal in pantukan. i replied to him. yeah we texted. shared some stories. until i received the text containing this message --- "should i still wait? should i still expect?" i know what he meant. i just made it sure i was thinking the right thoughts. then i was right. he asked if he still has the chance. i answered not anymore. then he replied to me, "aw. hahahaha. i'm late." then i told him why did he just tell me that today when i waited for him for almost 2 years. where was he during those times? he answered "do i have an excuse for being late? at least i was not absent." i replied, "yeah you may not be late but you made your absence too long and you didn't gave me any assurance." he replied back "i have an excuse letter here. it's a 2 year old excuse letter. but it's already useless. it's denied before it has gotten to you." i didn't know exactly what to say after. i want to read that excuse letter. I WANT TO HEAR THAT EXCUSE LETTER. i want to hear it from him. what was he feeling about me all those times we were apart. i just said to him i want to read that excuse letter somehow. but he replied "never mind. joke lang to. haha." i said sorry to him. sorry because i don't want to hurt him. and i don't mean to hurt him. but he just said "Don't be sorry. I don't deserve it. Save it for the most important person in your life now." i texted him "thank you ralph. one of my happiest moments were with you. and i don't regret all the things we made." i am not sure of the exact words of his reply, but if my interpretation is right, his text was like this, "you'll forget it soon. especially now that you have a new love." but i won't. i will always carry that memory for the rest of my life. it's not an illusion ralph. it's a memory. you were in it. we were in it. his last text was "encourage him to draw or paint you. because painting a picture of you is like painting a thousand words. and it spells and defies what love is. go ahead. tell him now. i know he will rush for it." i was like speechless and thoughtless for a few minutes. i wanted to cry but i don't know why. iiyak ba sa panghihinayang o iiyak dahil hindi ko akalaing ganoon pala niya ako kamahal? ewan.

i also had my last text. i told him i still want to be friends with him. that i want to him to meet kevin soon. i said sorry and thank you. after that, i did not receive any text message anymore.

i just found the most mature ralph this day. i was happy. but i don't know what was that happiness for. if only he acted like this way way way before, then he would not have to ask if he's late or not now. maybe i'm happy because naka-text ko na rin siya ng matino after 2 years. that we have talked about certain things. maybe, this is already our way of closing what we had before. closure. our love story has ended now. there is no more twilight, new moon, eclipse and breaking dawn. no more edward. no more bella. sayang lang. sana sinabi niya lahat ng mga pinagsasabi niya kanina noon pa, yung panahon na mahal na mahal ko pa siya, yung halos hindi ko na alam ang gagawin sa kakahintay sa kanya. eto nga siguro yung sinasabi nilang, hindi kami para sa isa't isa. destiny just won't let us. we are just not meant to be.


RALPH,
I'm proud of you. You were man enough to accept the situation now. I know it's hard, I know it hurts, but I hope you'll be fine. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. Thank you anyway. Raphelle is such a happy memory. I still want to be your friend. I am still your friend. Hope you feel the same way too.

Bella.

What happened today? It's like the first time I and Ralph texted. It was like Oct. 22, 2008 again.

I AM SAD

ako ay malungkot. at hindi ko alam. siguro alam ko, pero hindi ko lang inaamin. oh nga. alam ko. pero pinipilit kong huwag isipin dahil hindi naman dapat. di naman dapat ganito ang nararamdaman ko ngayon. dapat okay lng ko. relax kumbaga. chill. pero di ko maintindihan kung bakit ang bigat ng damdamin ko. halos anim na araw ko na itong nilalabanan at sinasabi ko sa sarili ko na "hoy! magising ka nga! dapat masaya ka ngayon!" pero hindi eh. kahit anong ngiti ko, kahit anong tawa ko, may kulang pa rin. haaaaaay ewan. ewan ko kung anong gagawin ko. hindi ko talaga alam. siguro nga dapat sinuntok ko na ang sarili ko. bahala na si batman.

MIXED EMOTIONS

mixed emotions week. as in super mixed emotions. as in literally mixed emotions. a week of laughter, tears, frustrations, depressions, fun, enjoyment and a lot more. but above all these emotions, i can say, this week is so much damn memorable. yeah! :))

first up, the ece acquaintance party last saturday, july 31. it was held at waterland or rather waterworld. hahaha! i thought it would be just another day going out with my ece classmates. then we would meet higher eces then just say hi or hello then nothing more. but, we never expected something MORE would happen. haha. it was so FUUUUUUUUUUUN!!! our ates and kuyas were so caring. we are like their real little brothers and sisters. i so love it. we played. games, poker, killer, volleyball! most of all, i super enjoyed the moment when we were able to meet and greet the higher years of ece. the survivors of the fight! hahaha. they were all so welcoming. they did not treat us as an outsider or an alien in their group. so love that day. i love you all ates and kuyas in ece! you are all simply the best! until the next time! maybe a christmas party i think? yeah! party again! haha.

after that acquaintance party, jong, nadz, kate, nemz, and me went to mcdo damosa. eat. talk. laugh. picture. sign the tissue paper. so LOOOOOOVE!!!! we arrived there about 7pm. we went home around 10pm. hahahaha! what a 3-hour sharing of stories and laugh trip. it was really fun. super fun. so memorable.

JULY 31 --- one of the days where i wish the world doesn't just revolve for 24 hours.

then this week? i mean from monday to friday? hahaha! so love the ece 2 bondings. super different trips. like we do this and do that. play here then play again there. haha! i also love our moments with the ece 2.5's, 2.8's, 4's, 4'1's, 4.2's, 4.5's and everyone else! hahaha! it's like we're a family now. i can't explain the feeling. it's just that. so fun! hahahahaha! happy! :))

then nadz?! oh she shared something to us, me and jong, last wednesday. i won't tell it here anymore for privacy purposes. :)) it's just that, i want to say thank you to her for being so open and most especially for choosing me as one of the people whom she trusts. it is definitely a great privilege. thank you for the filler, the jobee treat, the walk around, the trust, and the FRIENDSHIP. i'm honored. i know there are still more stories left for you to share to us. i will just wait for that time when you are ready, when you feel like sharing some stories again to me and jong. friiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeendsssssssssssss. :))

and for this last paragraph..... oh kevin. kevin jake de guzman magbojos. i really miss you. super miss you! if only you could read this post. but i know you can't because nobody visits my blog anyway. hahaha. but really, i miss you. i know i can always text you but i am just not yet ready to. it's like i don't have the face to see you already after all the hurt and torture i have caused you. i know you said you will wait for me. i know i don't have all the time in the world so i have to make a choice as very soon as possible. i think i already have. there is this one name that keeps popping out in my mind these days. sorry again. super sorry. i know you don't deserve this because all you did was love me. if only i could do anything to ease your pain or take it all away totally. i am just not brave enough to do it --- to do what i should do so that you won't feel hurt anymore. again, i am sorry for that..... sorry kevin, sorry. thanks for the space and the time anyway. i hope you won't get tired. i really hope so.

I MISS YOU KEVIN JAKE! your name keeps popping out in my mind these days. i miss you. i really do. i am really waiting to see your number again in my inbox. i am really hoping that every time i receive a text message, it would be you. :((

R

IS HE WORTH THE BLOG? that's my question right now. if i can't answer it, maybe i'll just let that memory (what happened today) fly away with the wind to a very very far far away land.

LETTERS TO JULIET (what if letter)

What’ and ‘if’ two words as nonthreatening as words come. But put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life: ‘What if?’…
I don’t know how your story ended. But I know that if what you felt then was love – true love – then it’s never too late. If it was true then it why wouldn’t it be true now? You need only the courage to follow your heart…
I don’t know what a love like that feels like… a love to leave loved ones for, a love to cross oceans for… but I’d like to believe if I ever felt it. I’d have the courage to seize it. I hope you had the courage to seize it, Claire. And if you didn’t, I hope one day that you will.”

KD

maybe, this will be the first time since a year and a half ago that i'll write something about love. yeah yeah yeah. i know it may sound corny, but bahala na. i just want to say something about him in this post. i want to express here what are my real thoughts about him.

kevin jake de guzman magbojos --- the man with the super pasikat braces. hahaha. he first texted me on june 19, 2010. i was even kinda busy that time comforting my co2 friends because they are sort of in a rocky love life road. june 19 was just a normal day for me. well a level up special because i went to sm with dash. it was my first time to go in their condo. then yabee went also. it was like a tripod day again for us since march 11, 2010. so i was super happy. then lola called me that co2 is already waiting for us at penong's matina. dora was going to treat us. it was also timing that dash had to go because her mom and sister is waiting at the parlor and yabee has to go to a party too. so i went to penong's and ate dinner with co2. we went to mts after. there, berna shed tears because of her broken hearted feelings as well as dora released her anger and sadness. then my cellphone rang. it was reeza. she asked if she could give my number to a certain kevin. well i said yes. what was on my mind that time was friendship. nothing else. though i know it may lead to something else but i wasn't expecting anymore. i have been through that in my past and i got sort of a trauma. :))

and so we text. we text. and text. until now we text. haha. yeah day by day, we level up. we open ourselves to each other. we share deep secrets. we tell confessions. we go out together. we talk personally. and other more. all of them we do it slowly. there was even a point where i was still shy to see him personally. yeah maybe it was just a natural reaction. who wouldn't go in that stage?! haha. until now, there is still a part of me that becomes shy whenever i am with him. well, i guess i'll just get used to whatever we have in the next days to come. :))

in the span of 34 days, he told me already that he likes me --- that, if i'm not mistaken, he loves me. he was very open to this even at the start. and me as the recipient of his love, i am expected to have a response, whether it's good or bad. so, what was my response anyway? hahaha. okay call me weird already. i told him, i am not yet ready to engage in any commitment as for the moment. i want to prioritize my studies first and other school responsibilities. though deep inside me, i don't want him to go away. that he is one of the reasons why i wake up early even though i sleep late. that he makes me happy. that i want to know him more, i mean MORE. that he inspires me. that he makes me kilig. that he makes me feel that i really deserved to be loved. that he is slowly taking away the trauma i have. i really like him. and as the days pass, i like him even more. love? i can't say now. it's too early to tell i think. i want that when the day comes i'll tell him that i love him, i am so sure of it, both in mind and heart. :))

5 years. i ended up proposing to him maybe the weirdest thing he has ever heard. haha. i told him to wait for me. wait for me for 5yrs. i know it's too long maybe. but for me it was just right. at least, we will know each other more. we will have the luxury of 5 years to know our strengths and weaknesses and how to handle to each of these. most of all, i wanted this for the purpose of building a strong foundation. i learned during my architecture days that any structure should have a strong foundation so that when any typhoon or earthquake comes, it will not crush down easily. i want to enjoy first our friendship, build a strong foundation out of it, so that when the time comes, we will be lovers and friends at the same time. isn't that cool? and when the time comes that we will ran out of love for each other, at least the friendship is still there. it will be remained. and that's what i'm taking care most. i may lose him as a lover but i don't want to lose him as a friend. :))

so it's like engineering. for five years or more. he told me i am worth the wait. he will really wait for me even if it takes five years or more. as for me, i hope he'll never change. i really hope he can handle it, that he can really wait for five years. rest assured, i am exclusively his. i mean, i won't entertain any suitors anymore. he is my exclusive date. i am reserving myself to him. because i really want that after five years, he will be there asking me if i could be his girlfriend finally. without any doubt, i would surely say yes. hahaha! that is, after five years. as for now, we will first face our books, concentrate on our studies, prioritize each our responsibilities as a student and as a son and daughter to each our parents. after all, what we are doing now is both for us, we are studying so that we will have a bright future ahead. besides, after we graduate and get a stable job, we will have all the time in the world bonding together. :))

bird, thank you for making me happy always. for inspiring me. for loving me. supporting me. caring for me. and most of all understanding me. i hope that you will never really change and that you can really wait for five years. you are the type of a guy who is worth introducing to my parents. soon i will do that. better be ready! :))


AT A CERTAIN SPORTS SHOP.....
(we were looking for the perfect rubber shoes for him. he was planning to buy one.)


ME: kani oh! kay gwapo. gwapo ang color. gwapo pd ang design.
HIM: murag kevin durant mani. ay kevin durant jd diay. oh naay KD.
ME: oh di kni nlng. dba idol man nimo si kevin durant?
HIM: oh kni nlng jd akng paliton kay KD..... Kevin Dinelle.

:))

HAPPY TRIPOD DAY!

happy 1,365th day dash and yabee! i super love you both! and i super miss you! i so hope we can get together again and have talky talky. kahit mcdo lang basta kasama ko kayo, masaya na buhay ko. :))

NO OTHER

10 random sweet things you can do for a girl:

1. Tie her shoes

2. Wash her car

3. Buy her a rose

4. Make her a card

5. Record her a video of your talent

6. Play/sing a song for her

7. Give her a balloon with a ring attached at the end

8. Make her a heart mural

9. Take pictures of various hearts

10. Build her a heart puzzle

FOR MY 1,200th POST!!!

i know we are still starting, so i won’t envy those girls whose special someones have done these to them already. i know you are still planning something that could really make my heart lose its normal beating. and i will wait for that. :))

FRIENDS

it's like the famous tv show i know. haha. but really, it's what i want to talk about in this post. i just had some realizations yesterday. they needed an outlet so i thought of posting those realizations here. :))

yes, i am a second year ece student now. after 3 years in college, i can now finally say that i am already in second year. we all know what's the story behind this rumble of numbers. i won't tell it here anymore. too redundant. haha. okay back to the topic, i'm in second year. and in this year, i am finally with my fellow ece's. last year, i was an npa. no permanent address. haha! no section. no everything. just me and some other acquaintances. it was like a lonely year for me, though not that much lonely because i found some company too, but still i have those moments when i really feel "friends sick". i long for them so much --- tripod, climsterz, co2, jintotnid, arki buddies, and most of all, my high school friends. i understand that we all have our own things to do and that they are busy that's why i don't disturb them anymore and just wait if they invite me or ask me out. if i'm not mistaken, we only had those fun until sawa moments during sembreak and christmas vacation. yeah. we had laag moments also during school days but it was not as laag to sawa during sembreak and christmas vacation. last summer vacation, i had a bunch of laags with my high school friends, tripod, co2, arki buddies, and jintotnid. it was like a reunion. every moment was just all smiles and laugh and stories from what has happened to our lives already. there were also those reminiscing moments where we remember the crazy things we did back then. so HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

when june arrived, i felt kinda sad. it means no more laag to sawa moments again. it will be more or less 5 months of school stuffs. we will all be busy again especially them that they are now in 3rd yr (me still 2nd yr). i thought to myself before, what will happen to me? i mean, it will be a new environment again because i will now be with my fellow ece's. they already spent a year together so for sure they all have some stories to tell with each other. but me? not even a single thing. a fresh new start. adjust again. i was sort of worried if i'm gonna be lonely again this year. whether you believe it or not, i prayed to GOD for 1 whole week before classes started. i prayed that i may find the friends/buddies/company whom i'll be comfortable with and who will also be comfortable with me and who will be with me for the rest of my college life. together we will conquer the obstacles that our course has prepared for us. haha. see?! isn't it fun to have such friends who will be with you through thick and thin? yeah i know. :))

when school officially started, yes it was adjusting time. not like last year though, it was sort of just a little adjusting now. but still, i first felt shy because it's new people again. i was not so open yet because somehow they are strangers to me and i am a stranger to them too. haha. but one thing i thank most?! they were very welcoming. they were friendly enough to ask for my name, ask some stories from me, laugh with me, and most of all, welcome me in their group. they even elected slash appointed me to be their class president. so funny isn't it? haha. they share stories with me. they ask for my opinion. they ask for help. they do things with me. laag moments together. see. it really feels warm. they accepted me for who and what i am. and i thank them all so much for trusting me, for letting me in the ece circle --- the "friends-ship" circle. :))

whatever it is that is happening in us now, a little misunderstanding between three parties i guess, i hope we can all resolve this and have reconciliation in the end. after all, it will be all of us who will be together for the next 4 years. i know each one if us doesn't want any division in our group, in our section, in our "friends-ship" circle.

TRIPOD

CLIMSTERZ

HIGH SCHOOL CHUMS

CO2

JINTOTNID

ARKI BUDDIES

V1

ECE FRIENDS

THANK YOU! I LOVE YOU ALL! :))

ECLIPSE with THE BIRD AND THE WORM

i had the greatest eclipse of my life!

i don't know why, but i wasn't that much really paying attention to the movie. all i know is, it's okay. the movie was really a reflection of what's in the book. but i wanted something more like background music especially from the ost. hahaha! but well, i still find the movie interesting though. with all those kisses and kisses and kisses, hahaha! who wouldn't love it?! i will watch it again. :))

and,

THANK YOU KEVIN THE BIRD! <3 :))

here is something for you. hope you'll like this. :))

The Bird And The Worm

-Owl City 

If you're the bird whenever we pretend it's summer

Then I'm the worm, I know the part, it's such a bummer

But fair is fair, if my segments get separated

I'll scream and you'll be there

Close your eyes, close my eyes

Slide the cotton off of your shoulder

And feel the shine, feel the shine

I'm hooked so toss me over and cast a line, oh I'll try

Oh, throw a party and greet my undersea friends

It depends, as they arrive, if they arrive

You and I left our troubles far behind, troubles far behind

But I still have just one more question on my mind

For all my pals who live in the oceans and the seas

With friends like these well, who needs enemies

If I'm your boy, let's take a short cut we remember

And we'll enjoy, picking apples in late September

Like we've done for years

Then we'll take a long walk through the corn field

And I'll kiss you between the ears

If you're my girl, swirl me around your room with feeling

And as we twirl, the glow in the dark stars on your ceiling

Will shine for us, as love sweeps over the room

'Cause we tend to make each other blush, you make me blush

You and I left our troubles far behind, troubles far behind

But I still have just one more question on my mind

For all my pals who live in the oceans and the seas

With fronds like these well, who needs anemones?

You're the bird and I'm the worm and it's plain to see

That we were meant to be

We were meant to be

We were meant to be

If you're the bird

If you're the bird

Then I'm the worm

We were meant to be

ECE

di ko maipaliwanag

ang aking kaligayahan

sobrang tulis ng sinag

ng tuwa na aking nararamdaman

jong, nads, pf, jol, kate --- THANKS! :))

GOOD VIBES!

"you're my mona lisa
you're my rainbow skies
and my only prayer is that you'll realize
you'll always be beautiful in my eyes"

hahaha! so good vibes week. actually, my week did not start that much well. i got zero again in my difcal quiz. then because of that, my physics quiz also was affected. it was very easy. i knew the answer but i erased it. so stupid i know. haha. but i told myself i will make bawi.

and so i did. i studied last wed and thurs nights. and when i say i study, i mean it i STUDY. haha! i did not use the internet for 1 week though i touched the laptop because of some reasons i will tell you later. haha! yeah i know you maybe won't believe that i didn't use the internet. si dinelle?! na halos everyday online?! even my mom could not believe it too. haha. but i really disciplined myself. i thought, i can have all the internet in the world after i make my grades high. :))

then, i think, we had the greatest ece bonding so far this week. maybe they had their own bondings before because i wasn't their classmate yet that time. but for me, this week was really damn fun. haha! wednesday --- we had volleyball and basketball. thursday --- we had, i mean they played again volleyball. i just watched though because my arms were really hurting from the muscle pains. haha. friday, just this day --- we played basketball at city triangle. i don't know anymore how many rounds we had. all i know is, it was so much fun reaching those balls trying to get them out so that we could have a free shoot again and again. hahaha! then we went to evergold's gym to support nads in her aim to be part of the EA basketball girls team. go nads! after, she treated us, me, jong and katy perry, at mcdo bajada. so so so fun fun fun fun!

plus super pahabol. i saw master, bum and saiah in school for the first time this school year. i also had the chance to talk to master. it's like nothing has changed. love it!

so now, here i am! facing the laptop again, making this post for my blog. it has been a week i know. but it is really a worthwhile week. a good vibes week. :))

and oh! i almost forgot. haha. the ONLY reason why i touched my laptop this week!? hmm. remember the "HE" i told you about last post? he called me last wednesday. he sang a song for me on the phone. because of that, i searched for its lyrics and guitar chords then i transferred the mp3 file from my laptop to my cellphone. :))

100 in physics exam
2 perfect difcal quizzes
hs chums
nads' super treat
eces super bonding
he

THANK YOU LORD!!!!!
:))

THE BEST JUNE 19 OF MY LIFE!

as what the title says, yes it is! definitely! i had the best june 19 of my life yesterday! so fun! first, i headed to sm to meet with dash. we went to their new place! one oasis ecolandia! haha! i first ate at mcdo then she treated me to mr. donut then we walked around sm. she bought a new pair of sunglasses. then she it was her time to eat at mcdo. we went in the dept store to see some make up stuffs. she really is fond of make up (i think). haha! and because we got tired already from walking and walking, we went straight ahead to one oasis! yeah! their new place. it was my first time there. first time ever to step foot on a condo. the whole place is not yet finished to there is no swimming pool and clubhouse yet. i and dash had fun taking pictures at their new place. yeah! ceddie and melmel were there. though they went to sm immediately after we arrived to buy some food. i was calling yabee where she was already and that she should hurry! hahaha! a few minutes after. tick tock tick tock. melmel, ceddie ad yabee arrived! with ceddie bringing two boxes of shakey's pizza! woah! so big pizza! so many pizza! hahaha! yabee re-enacted her drama slash action encounter with her ex. with all the slap in the face. whoooo! love it! clap clap clap! haha! then dash and melmel had to go because their mom and sister is waiting at the parlor already. we all went separate ways. dash and melmel at the parlor. ceddie i think going home. yabee gone to obrero for a party. and me to sm! haha. had to buy first the stuffs mom told me. it was all in all 5 kilograms of detergent and dishwashing soap! yeah i know so heavy. but lola called me. dora, berna and tina are already waiting at penongs matina and that dora will treat us so i said yes! go galore! i won't say no to a treat. haha! and besides, it will be another chance that we, co2, will be complete after how many months. oh yeah. we ate ate ate. laugh laugh laugh. picture picture picture. and the climax of the night... we cried cried cried. hahaha! i mean, it was a night for us to get together as well as a night to share our all the single ladies experiences. 3 of us had just a bad "break-up" with their loves. so that was the reason why we flooded mts with tears. haha. so sad yet so fun. because there we have proven that we really are friends. not just ordinary friends but special ones. friends that no matter what happen, in the end we still enjoy each other's company.


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CO2
i so love you all. thanks for being such "unexplainable" friends to me. unexplainable? because no words can explain how i feel every time i am with you. :))


and oh! june 19? someone stepped in my life. let's see what role will HE play. :))

WELCOME BACK!

hello blogspot! welcome me back! i know i kind of just left this page without any updates. but rest assured from now on i will have more entries here. mostly, posts that tackle about my everyday life --- those moments that i don't want to be erased immediately on the web. i think that will be all for today. i will post my "welcome back" entry here maybe tomorrow. or the day after tomorrow. or just, stay tune for it. haha!

welcome me back blogspot!
and oh, kudos blogger! i love your new themes. i just changed mine. :))