PAG-IBIG KONG DI MASABI

this is a poem i made like six years ago. it's stated here in my notebook that i made this last feb. 05, 2005. woah? second year? 14 years old? whaaaat?! hahaha! yeah i know. so just please bare with this. words are kinda overrated but hey, i'm still 14 then. innocent mind. >:)

ahem ahem. here it goes. dot dot dot. and oh, it's tagalog by the way. if you need translation, just comment slash ask me. dot dot dot again. :)


PAG-IBIG KONG DI MASABI


Ikaw ang parang naging sandigan ko
Noong umalis siya at iniwan ako
Ewan ko ba kung bakit mahal kita
Kahit alam kong may gusto ka ng iba


Ikaw ngayon ay nasa aking puso
Pero hindi ko masabi-sabi ang totoo
Hindi ko masabi na mahal kita
O kaya'y ipadama ang aking nadadama


Hindi ko na alam kung anong dapat gawin
Hindi ko alam kung kailan ko sasabihin
Dahil takot akong masaktan sa huli
At baka ulit, ako'y magsisi


Sa tuwing makikita kitang may kasamang iba
Nasasaktan ako ngunit may kasama ding saya
Pero anong magagawa ko, hindi pa naman tayo
"Itago mo na lang" , ang sabi ng aking puso


Sana sa panahong ito, araw ng mga puso
Malalaman mo ding mahal kitang totoo
Sana makaabot itong aking mensahe
Mahal na mahal kita ngunit di ko lang masabi


now i remember that i made this poem for a filipino project and that it was valentines season so that explains basically why i had the line "sa araw ng mga puso". another thing, i made this poem for a boy that i have a crush since kinder until now. yeah, my highschool classmates know him and maybe some of my college friends know him too.

why i posted this here? uhm i am thinking of starting to post my poems here on my blog. at least they're wisdom will not just be caged on the four corners of my notebook. they will have exposure then. :)